Journal Entry: Tue Jan 20, 2015, 2:28 AM
So dad is still waiting for the call that will say weather or not hes healthy enough for surgery. I've kind of come to terms with all of it. we got a call from my favorite grandpa the other day that he'd been in the hospital and might need heart surgery (which he has decided to decline, hes 87 and wants to die and be with grandma ) Every one just keeps dying around me. I hate growing up.
it's more peaceful feeling now that I've had my time to freak out about all of this. I can't do anything but move forward a day at a time, seeking those things that make me happy, and that make the people around me happy. In the end your relationships are all you take with you, and all that matters.
I'm going to be better from today on about getting art up here. I have it. I just haven't had the energy to post..... Its like staring at a pile of laundry that needs to be put away day after day.
Its funny that I write this around the winter solstice. I hope the darkest day is over, and that the days will only get brighter.
love you all, thank you for commenting, sorry for not replying. I've read them. I just have been a low energy depressed butt recently.